First and foremost ~
I'm not emo-ing -.-'
But yes~ I do not feel all that good about it.
(why are all my post r about complains oni -.-)

I always had this question in my mind.
Would "love" last forever .
And I came up to an conclusion that only 1% of love would remain
even if u had a head start of 999% .=.=
But that small amount of 1% of what remains can either make you grow
or make you lose sight of who you are.
No matter how much you say you don't like a person.
The feelings develop and even from 1% ~ it will continue to grow and grow
and that is how love are (at least that is how I think it is) formed/made.
With actually saying all this ~ I got to understand how "love" is formed
even if u put some1 as "short" as Wei Khang and some1 as "tall" as Natt together.
It might actually work out ~ LOL
But yeah~ since feelings will build and get "destroyed" ~ That explains how people
who are married fight sometimes over things and soon~~ they get back together.
No matter how much you hate a person that you known for years..
You can't hate the person forever..That 1% that remains will remind
you of the good times u had together and that is what made us to forgive.
But it is really unfair for some people.
Let it be a guy or a girl.
Some people use that 1 % to trick them.
They will cheat and lie to be with some1 else and even if you dislike them~
They will sweet talk and try to do sweet things suddenly to make u
remember bout the good times and he can continue this over and over again.
Advice you'll get from your frens are " just forget him/her la ~ not worth it"~ etc etc~
But like they say~~ its easier said than done.
"I can't actually give any advice cause I am not in the situation you are" are also some
famous words from friends~
But yes~ if you seek advice from your friends~
but ur still not willing to change will not be of any use.
Why not just keep it at 1 % and not make it more as if it keep on repeating..
It might just end up with you hurting yourself and nothing more.
Even if majority of those who hurt themselves are girls but there are some
guys who are hurt too.
Guys have the tendency of hiding their feelings (not talking bout me -.- get real)
and because of their ego ~ they end up being the bad 1.
Not saying that all guys are good~ but a minor amount of them are this way.

When some1 falls in love.
They change..That is something that often happens.
They always thought that "If I change for him/her..It will make him/her like me more".
It is not like that..when a person likes you.. They like you for who you are already.
You wouldn't have to change even a single thing for him/her.
Instead ~ If you want to change.. change for yourself ~ for the better .
For a brighter future and a better you.
When you change for yourself and if you start to like yourself.
I'm sure that people will like you too.
So do not keep thinking that changing for him/her would make it all better.
Do it for yourself and you would not see problems/conflict around you.

I have been typing crap and I think this is enough for now~~ lets go on to the fun part~~

LOL!!!

I NEED SOMEONE TO HELP WITH WITH AN ARTICLE OF 1000 WORDS!!!
ON TEENAGE ANGST!!! BABI!! HELP!! NOW!!!!!!

LOL!!!

~«†dεŋZι冻~

Today was a extreamly fun day ~
LOL
Nathaneal and Zhan Wei A.K.A Levon was "gay-ing" in Kasturi during
History when they were caught by the teacher xD
Holding hands in Natt's bag ~~ awwww ~~ LOL
The whole class found out and WEEEE!!! Natt's confirm gay !! hahahahahhaa

Anyway~~ back to what I wanted to say~
Today I wanna tell u all bout an interesting story bout Levon ~ =0
According to what I have heard~
Each time Levon goes to church (with us) he gets into trouble -.-'
How I define trouble?
The 1st time go to church was for LOUD
and when he got home~~ his kitchen light fell~~(kitchen or not..dono la LOL)
yeah...and 2nd time he went was for FCS (frenship connection saturday)
Happened only yesterday~~
He was at tuition when he heard a crack sound~~
Kononnya studying BM la~~
He stand up and told his tutor when suddenly the ceiling came down!!
(for some reason i can still laugh at this ~ LOL )
See-ing this~~ His brain went into "fight-or-Flight" mode !!
He decide to fight so his nervous system make his endocrine system work!!
His adrenal glands immediatly secrete adrenaline to increase his heartbeat~Bp~etc etc~
When this happens~~ more glucose is pumped into his blood and he became~~
SUPERMAN!!! LOL (basicly increase in energy~and dun ask me why m i including bio into this LOL )
back to my story~~ he immediatly raises his hand and took the ceiling(made of wood~thank GOD) and toss to Che Yeh -.-'(he dun die he wan his fren die ~~ LOL )
lucky Che Yeh strong and lifted it like it was nothing
LOL~~
Thus now his mom say going to church is bad -.-'
Wtf~~ LOL

Anyway~~ update later~~ LOL ~~ wan go study xD
bb <3

«†dεŋZι冻

The new comes and the old fades.
Its something thats happening now these days.
Take tradition for example.
This week was "chin beng" or however u wan to spell it.
But as we can see , not only the young generation did not go ~
But the older ones ~ Those who have been keeping this generation alive~
The Makcik and Pakcik ~~ Aunty and Uncle ~ Up to you la ~
Also not going edi.
Why?? Its actually very simple.
Money =S

When you buy the paper for prayer ~~
It doesn't come cheap you know =X
It can cost from Rm 100 to HOLY COW!!!! THATS MORE THAN MY HOUSE RENT!!!!!
Besides that ~ It also troubles ppl to go visit every year ~~ when they have
things to do like work / study / make love LOL~~
So yeah~~

Its dying.
like the earth~~
How leh?
Aku tak tahu ~ jangan tanye saya !! LOL

But yeah~~ we should try to keep our tradition alive
I mean~~ wouldn't it be cool to see girls wearing sexy cheongsam?

xD LOL(not her la ~ other sexier ones xD )

~«†dεŋZι冻~

Cosplay ~~ dun play play sia LOL

I was freakin bored..so i just google "cosplay" and you have no idea how keng are these people..LOL

check it out xD

u know who is this so dun ask ~~

if u dun~~ its agito/akito from airgear xD

the kazikage Gaara of the Sand! xD

but this girl..looks damm alike sia!!